Tuesday, June 12, 2012

GOT MARRIED.

CONGRATULATION!!!

I just got married. NO LAH JUST KIDDING. I am still single but my lovely brother finally got married after all!!!

So the wedding was on last Sunday but we have been very busy for it for one whole week. I am not gonna say the preparation goes well la because it does not. I was so worried last week because there is some situation. There is still some situation during the wedding dinner. Something was burning. wtf.

LUCKILY AND FINALLY, THEY GOT MARRIED.

nah, actually my brother very leng zai but the photographer din't shot the best part of him. He really leng zai one. lol

So it was the first time I have a new family member in my house. OMG SO NICE RIGHT. I am those who happy go lucky one. I definitely hope we all can get along really good la. There is something call 家和万事兴 mah. So if we all united sure good things will happen one. lol.  And so far so good, probably because we  are all easy going people. SO I AM VERY HAPPY NOW.( Also because I haven't fail a subject yet and i pass my chemistry which I am pretty sure I failed and I even dreamed that I failed it twice last few week wtf. )

To stay as a family is not something easy as we are all different person. Being as family does not mean we are all the same and surely we can get along. There will be fights, there will be tears, there will be laughters, we will been through all kind of situation like we been through with outsider. We are all human. But as a family, there will be more love for each other. We may not be the same, but we are living together, as a family. The family are the one who grew up, or even gets old with you. Your family member may be the person who you don't like, or what they do is something you hate, but there is still love between you and them. This is the meaning of family, the meaning of love. We appreciate, we compromise, we love. 


So I hope my brother gonna be happy ever after with his life mate, has happy and healthy kidssss in future, gets old with her and stay happy.  I wish him all the best. 

but very sad, brother wont see this. T_T

Friday, June 8, 2012

5年

15岁那年我曾经说了一句话. 5年后我们就20岁了.

曾经以为5年很短.因为记忆太少了,虽然我都过了三个5年.以为5年很快过,以为很容易过.中学也不过就是短短的5年.以为5年后的自己依然会是自己,以为5年后会改变的只有年龄,身份,生活,以为性格不会改变.

天真.

今天旧地重游,去了5年没去的板面档.

5年,我依然不爱吃板面.
5年,板面档的老板老了.
5年,我长高了好多.XD
5年,人生变了太多.
5年,我变了.

不敢想5年前的自己是怎样,也不敢想自己这5年变了什么.

太多太多,多到我莫名的心寒.

我变成一个更好的人了吗. 没有.
我变得更优秀了吗. 没有.
我变得更会想了吗. 没有.

5年能对一个人做的事太多.改变的不只是年龄,身份,生活.改变的事多到没办法计算.也许只能换个角度想没改变的是什么.

是我把5年看得太短了.

原来5年可以发生很多事.
很多事可以改变一个人.
很多人会变得陌生.
陌生人会变得熟悉.
梦想不再一样,或许直接消失.
喜欢变得讨厌,又或是爱.
讨厌变得抗拒,又或是喜欢.
害怕变得恐惧,或是克服.
拥有变成失去.
没有变成拥有.
一个人变一群人.
一群人变一个人.

还有很多.

还是那句,不敢想. 就是那么败类,我逃避.
还是那句,现实太沉重,我背不起.
还是那句,有些事,不知道会更好,不要想会快乐.

你的5年怎么了.
你敢想吗.