Sunday, June 9, 2013

Something about the new stage of life.

Can't believe how fast time flies!

Just kidding. The opening is so lame. And of course I know time flies really fast. I have been in college for 6 weeks. Paid my rental twice and the next time I pay will be very soon. Of course I know time flies..

So yeah, I am a college student for 6 weeks already. So far so good. Well, I am not saying that my life is free from problems. But come on, even a 5 years old kid will have hard time asking for sweets, I am 18 years old and I am expecting easy life? No, this is not the way we do it.

You don't ask a problem to fuck off, but you make it fucked up.

But one thing that make me feel blessed is that, I have met so many people who are so helpful. They take care of me, share with me and I could not ask for more. I am glad that I am not alone in college and I have friend that would help each other.

Thank you for chose to love me even though we have just met for weeks. What has come, I can't run. I went with the flow, and I found you.

Here some photo of my college life, you can'r run away from camwhoring when you have some narcissist friend.


Decided to put them into one because....
It did be annoying if you have to scroll down my face.


Anyway, I din't get my practical class photo. I was mixing concrete smelling cement. I am on cement drug. I am loving it.

But in this post, I am going to share with you all the first-time-experience I had recently. Some are very.... confidential. I would appreciate if you just read and keep your mouth shut.

1. Met bunch a gay friend and they enjoy behaving gay.
2. Ate Bear Paw.
3. Overnight at friend's place... (shhhhh, yeap that is the thing you don't tell your parents and wait, at friend place I mean her place.)
4. Ate Korean food.
5. Sushi Zanmai.
6. Went out till night for really often.
7. Went to construction site.
8. Had classes till 3.30pm on saturday. hmph
9. Mixing concrete.
10. Too much.

Most important of all is just that, I am in a relationship and my family know about it.
I posted on Facebook ( getting congrats but the amount is lesser than I thought, why you no wish me? T_T )
People might be shocked by my decision as it is fast. ( nah I actually delay it already, you don't know the story.)
Yeap, he might not be the best choice if we compare, if I compare. What we got at the beginning might not be the best, but it is not a decision for just a moment. We have time, things will change. If he is not the best for now,  I can make him the best choice in the future.
Love is not about getting the best person, but making a person better.

I chose you. I love you. I believe in you. I want you. 



You don't know how grateful I am that I found you. 
Thank you for choosing me. Thank you that you saw me.