Wednesday, February 27, 2013

几件事.

1.我不曾否认自己是个多愁善感的人. 我知道自己的情绪化会把身边的人都吓跑.

但我依然选择相信.
我相信想得多总比想得少好.
我相信总有个人会耐得住我的情绪.

2. 工作剩下一个月, 离开后谁还会记得我?
她是否会记得曾经有个老师帮她查了字典?
他是否会记得我曾经奖励他糖果?
她是否会记得我曾经一笔一画教她写华语?
他是否会记得我曾经陪他做了好多数学题?

离开后的我,是否会成为思念.

3. 等了六年... 还是七年. 我期待着那奔向未来的日子.
没意外那日子会在两个月后来临.
我是否真的准备就绪?
两个月后我是否会真的改变?
两个月若我真离开了. 我是否真的离得开?

4. 离开前我是否真的做了我都该做了的事.
我在这个地方累计的回忆足够了吗?
老了以后我是否有足够的记忆让我回味?

离开以后,我是否会留下空位.还是我只是转眼就能被期待的那一位.

5. 被讨厌. 还是不被喜欢.
这种事情其实老是发生.虽然大家眼里的我人缘比正真的我好得太多.
渐渐地习以为常.

后来的我已经当成家常便饭.更忍不住想....

如果哪天,讨厌我的人里,出现了自己.

6. 曾经想如果自己连5个credit 也拿不到.
拿不到5个credit , 我要怎么进college. 这问题我曾经好奇.
今天突然好现实的想, 如果我连5个credit 也拿不到...

别说是college. 我想我应该会直接进棺材.

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" 虽然很难,因为纸短情长,但写不下的,你一定知道.''

他妈的李大仁让我对别的连续剧都失去了兴趣.

Friday, February 15, 2013

Gimme All The Red Packets!!!

Here it is a quick update for my Chinese New Year. I mean cheat post. :P

I only did CNY shopping for once this year... So I bought really fast that I sort of regretted. I even bought without trying. Oh money, may you found someone better. But overall there are still a few pieces that it comes out better than I thought and I still love them. The biggest mistake I ever made in this whole shopping disaster was I din't get any pants for casual outing. Instead of getting casual skirt or pants, I bought a formal pants for work which I am very regret now. The pants was really just... nothing good about it. I just don't like the shape so much. But I am just getting bored of formal dress to work everyday.

So I finally understand that one of the biggest dilemma in working is your everyday outfit repeats.

Well back to topic, my Chinese New Year.

Talking about CNY, we have to start it with the new year eve.

This year, my family was celebrating a different CNY because we got 2 new member in the family. Brother got married last year and his son was born on last November. I am now an aunt. Usually we would visit all our grandparents which are both my father and mother side and my sister's babysitter on new year eve. My sister got a very strong bond with her babysitter that she even look like their family more than us.... /_\ This year my mom nagged that she wants to spend more time with her grandson so all these usual things we do on new year eve got cancelled. Our new year eve was spent with the little boy which I can see him being evil at the age of not even 3 months. I see it coming. The evil genes runs in the family. The genes works the best with me, I am the most evil in the family. Everyone got trolled by me especially my brother. Well, I obviously have found someone better to replace me.

So nothing much happened on my new year eve. Except that I started my Chinese New Year beautifully and happily with a call.

So that is the long quick update about my new year eve. lol We can now move on to the real CNY. Nin Chor Yat, first day of CNY. :D

My family followed the couture of being vegetarian on the first day of CNY. Well I never realized that until I was in primary school. I was nagging that I want to eat dried meat on first day of CNY then I realized we are not allowed to have meat on that day. lol Back to my Day 1,we went to all the places that we are supposed to visit on new year eve. And we finally started to gamble at that night. LOL

Few shots to show you how I look on that day. :P



 Studded hairband made by myself. Call me a genius now. Or not. lololol


Handmade necklace by myself again. LOLOL Din't notice it was inverted until my sister told me. But I am still talented. okay maybe just a little.

Okay You had enough of photos. We can now talk about CNY Day 2. lol

My day 2 was... abit trolled. hmph.
Everything was fine. I visited my friend. ( There is no friendS because I seriously only got one friend to visit. Anti-social kid. ) And then I got home. Mom was back to her old folks home to gamble. ( No wonder the gamble genes is in my body.) So my father, sister and I was planning to have our dinner at the 21st century cafe. The moment when we was about to go out, mom called and told us that she is coming back. 

We all went abit like 'haiya no more 21st century already la.' because mom just not a fan of western food or having a meal at places that she is not used to. That is why I have been eating the same food in my whole life.

Surprisingly mom tolerated and we went to 21st century cafe to have our dinner. But it was a wrong choice,huge mistake. I have never been to any restaurant that is more.... bullshit than this one. I can't use any proper word to describe them. They are just bullshit.

They changed their menu and price. All the drinks are RM10.90. Their staffs told us that we will have the drinks in a milk bottle shaped bottle and we are allowed to bring it home. We look at other tables and we realized that the bottle has really low capacity so we ordered soft drinks.  And they actually brought us just the can and straw. They don't even give us glasses and ice. We requested for it and they told us Tak Ada.

Good Job man, like I am drunk before I drink until I would believe you don't have any glasses in one whole big restaurant. One CNY and you throw away all your glasses? hmph. 

And the food just shitty that night. May your cafe closed soon. 


Day 2 outfit. So pink. LOL


Day 3... I forgot how did I spend it. I think din't even go to anywhere that is why there is no Day 3 outfit. lol

Day 4. I only remembered that I din't like my outfit that much except my pants makes me look so tall that everyone started to say OMG how come you look so tall. And I remember we visited one of my aunt house after 10.00. very late. very bad. lol

Day 5, also the valentine's day. I started the day with a call to someone special right on time. And went to father's boss house for his open house at night. Their guard house can scan IC one, PRO OR NOT?! lol totally being small town girl by overreacting to scanning-IC-guard house.

Then the tragedy happened. I lose Rm42 bucks in 10 minutes. T_T most of the money I won for the past few day just went away in a blink of eye. FML. T_T

Outfit for Day 5 combo Valentine's.



Anyway, I love the dress I wore on that day. Somehow it makes me look more skinny.

So today is Day 6 and I only went to one relative's home. and outfit is repeating already. Goodbye people.

Happy Chinese New Year.

NOW TAKE ALL THE RED PACKETS.