Fool

Humans are funny. They make fun of themselves and they do not even realize.

They dig out the deepest part of their heart but they are not ready for it. They try something but they can't afford the consequences.

Sometimes they do things that gonna hurt them.
End up crying.
End up heartache.

Some people dig out the secret they din't know, or just something they missed out.
But they never think of how much it can hurt them.

They give with the hopes that they can get something back.
But they get nothing except heartache.

They find out the truth that they thought it gonna make them feel better.
But the truth is harder to accept than they thought it will be.

I am one of the fool, are you?

WAH I am the next best actress.

I wrote a post titled Girl with the mask few months ago. Well I was proudly admitted that I am one of the fake members too. Now I am still, proud to admit that I am not being true to everyone. I do not believe that anyone in this world can be true to every single person he or she knows. No matter that person is being fake for good intention or not, it is still categorized as FAKE. because that's what the whole world did. wtf

Nah, here come the part I do not know how to response.

I am proud to admit that I am fake ALREADY. But people seems to be still not satisfied with it. There are still people that saying I am fake.

OH WAIT. I GOT NO PROBLEM YOU SAYING I AM FAKE, BUT I SERIOUSLY DO NOT THINK MY FAKE LEVEL HAS REACH THE LEVEL YOU HAVE REACTED. wtf

but in the deep of my heart was very touched because I could not believe that some people hate me so much BUT they still willing to spend time to open my facebook profile to block me. and then unblock me.and left irritating comment for me. well I do felt irritated at first but turns out it make me realize I got more friendship than I thought. And I am so touched that I do not even know my acting skill was so outstanding until they would pay attention on me.

OMG thank you so much. I should probably think about be an actress in the future.

So I tell you guys and girls. do not be sad when someone hate you. We all know haters gonna hate. And it is a fact that WE CAN'T MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. Like it or not, you still have to accept this truth. When someone hate you, just let them be. You do not need to hate them or revenge. You do not need to make yourself become someone you would hate too just because someone ELSE hate you. A normal human only has one heart, we should use it wise. Except you are not normal human and you got extra heart. wtf. For normal human, we should not use our hearts to hate when we should use it to love. And hating someone is very suffer, so just let them have the suffer part while you move on and enjoy your life.

But this does not means I accept the fake level they have AWARDED to me la. I not dare to admit my acting skill is so outstanding until it worth for people to talk about it. Maybe I should train few more year, then improve my acting skill until I can turn the whole world upside down just by my acting skill. Quite nice also actually wtf.

So thank you haters. You make me realize so much thing. Even though i do not really agree with the fake level you gave me, I still gonna say thank you.